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even though on documents im no longer a citizen of china,
but i really do feel tt im still part of there.

its still my hometown..

tt's why when my mum asked me to watch the news just now,
i went speechless.

Severe earthquake in china si chuan killed 12000 ppl, 7000 or more were unfound.

4yrs ago, i was there at sichuan.
and i almost went to dujiangyan, the region tt experience most damage..

im not sure of what to say but i feel scared.
it could have been me.
well, somehow it felt like it has happened to me personally.
and i still cant get over the shock.

one of the scenes from the news tt was left imprinted on my mind was the scene of a sch, which had turned to piles of debris and dead bodies.
its not fair.
couldnt bear to imagine kids like us studying halfway and then dead the very next moment.

im fortunate.
so are my relatives and family bah.

of course im glad we're all safe..
but i really do feel for all the victims and family of the victims back in China.

i know i did not experiences it myself and im in no right to judge or even come near to understanding how they feel but..

i really do feel remorseful..
(not really good with my words..)

and i really hope my prayers will reach all those in china, being affected in one way or another.

life is always full of expected events.
im once again reminded tt tmr doesnt means there's always future for me.. or u..

"live today to the fullest" -quote from mr soh.

or at least remind those around u how much u love them before u lose the chance.

this is so horrible.

( http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080513/ap_on_re_as/china_earthquake_79;_ylt=AomT9tC4YylBJXwXv94zc_b9xg8F )

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